yayness! went to watch movie and shopping with FATBOY. i didnt spend money though. FATBOY spent 37x$ on his own clothes! tsktsk... potential shopper. heh. but it was a very happy day. thanks BABY!

planned to wake up 10+am today. fatboy morning call me until 1+pm den i wake. fatboy angry le... how?

hey baobei. i don't know whether you have lost any feelings for me. maybe you got sian of me or something else, and don't like me as much as you used to. But i wanna let you know, you're still in me. Shaina jiejie once told me " I mean, how often do you get to know someone that loves you and you love him too? " yup. how often? not very much for me. Hence, I cherish you like my little baby boy. You may not like my way of showing how i miss you. You may not understand why I am so emotional. You may not want me to be so attached and clingy to you. Problems surface the moment we are a distance apart. I understand.

I don't know how to be your perfect little girl. I don't know when you let me cling and when you do not want. But this is just my way.. my daddy's-little-girl way of loving you. Texting you to ask about your being, your day. Asking you out on weeknights to have a slight warmth from you after my long day of loneliness at home. Trying to spend much time with you like how we used to in jc. Now that i'm in uni. Your little girl hasn't grow up. Your little girl needs much support from breaking away from the reliance on you for studies. Your little girl wants to grow up but she doesn't know how.

Apart from my dad, I've never miss someone so much that I will cry. Not that it's a bad thing. You always think that it's a bad thing. i know. But this is how i express myself. I know. my EQ low. Somethings i just can't control. I just want to attract attention to confirm that you still care for me. i know. i'm bad.

You have been the guy that has always been there for me.
你包容我，纵容我，疼我，爱我。
我真的觉得很幸福。
But when I compare how we treat each other... I don't know. I feel that you will only realise I'm not there after a several hours. I don't know what i'm talking about. I mean.. i used to feel that u love me more than i do to you. but now... it's like opposite. OK. yes. Just me imagining too much. Just wanna let you know how i feel. I don't expect a reply. and yes baobei.
iloveyoumorethanyouknow.