okay. time for serious reflection.

1. I Hate Baby To Sleep Earlier Than Me.
2. I Always Sleep Late Because My Work Starts Late.
3. I am lazy to type caps for every starting letter of each word from now on; i actually thought it is cool.
4. I miss him.
5. Glad to have him to tolerate my nonsense temper.
6. His cuteness is something the world should see!
7. I like his botak head.
8. I wish we stay near to each other.
9. I wish there is no NS.
10. I really miss him.
11. I hate kids who don't obey rules.
12. I feel unhealthy. ( my health, not lifestyle )
13. I can't wait for our future.
14. I hope we have one.
15. I wish I can be more feminine.
16. I hope I can be a girlfriend who understands you more.
17. I want to destroy my peabrain which is impulsive and doesn't seem to understand you enough.
18. I wish u have better homeostasis mechanism.
19. I wish we can spend our next anniversary together.
20. I wish we can have time to spend with each other after I enter the university.
21. I wish u don't turn gay.
22. I hope u won't flare your shocking temper at me anymore.
23. I hope my cries won't irritate you.
24. I really do miss you.
25. Let's have a challenge on solving rubiks cube 3x3 and 4x4. 1 on 1. =]
26. Let's have a photo album.
27. December is my birthday! :D
28. I'm glad that this was what i pictured with i started this r/s with u.
29. Life is better as compared to 16 months ago.
30. I totally love your humour.
31. Your appearance ( i don't mean looks. literally appearing in my life) was a god sent.
32. Your presence was an assurance.
33. Our relationship was unexpected.
34. Our choice is right.
35. On a random note, I like ur biceps.
36. I'll continue in a paragraph form.

Heys, sometimes I do feel envy about other couples. When I'm on MRT.... people hugging. laughing. chatting. smiling. Love's in the air. But all I can think of is: I hope today is Saturday. reading people's blogs, I envy how they express their happy times together and how much they meant to each other. And then i realise how emo i was in blogging as i prefer blogging out sad stuff and keep happy ones in my heart. I hope i can change for the better. I want to cherish you like nothing else.

Dear. Although sometimes i play tantrums and i cry a lot, I don't really mean it okay? I'm really stubborn. i know. i like long chats with u. i'm selfish enough to sacrifice ur sleep time and then regret what i've done. I longed to be beside u the whole day, telling you how i feel abt u entering ns, how i feel abt me going into the university, how i feel abt how we've changed from the past. I aim to be the best girl u can find. I wish i could read u a story before u sleep. I wish i could sing u a lullaby. I wish i can cuddle in ur arms to sleep. I wish you can kiss me good night and say: I'll love you forever.

alrights. mushy time's over. I wish u will appear in my dreams like how i wish I'm in yours now. I'm not understanding. but u understand me. YOU'RE SUCH A TALENTED BOY!!! how i wish u can mind read me so u'll noe what i want xD.

4 , 10 , 24.

I love you khooyixiong.











I told you he's cute! :D

so i've booked the timings for medical check up. will be going with Theo and Deb on the 6th of July. probably 19th to 23rd is bugged, error, or fully booked which is unlikely luh. Theo called up medical centre and they say it doesn't matter when we book. do not need to follow schedule. i think i shall call up tomorrow to reconfirmed. so, NTU's schedule for medical checkup was useless? what's the point.

applied for hostel! i wonder what life will it be staying in hostel with Deb. Hall 7 is the nearest to our schools. but we don't want to stay there because it is isolated and NON AIR-CON. topping up 5 dollars per mth for air con facilities, i don't think it's a bad choice. but need to take bus to our sch? yuck! bus fare sucks man. hope the hall we are allocated to will have a near shuttle bus stop. so that we can go school without spending money. :D

should i stay hostel? sch is so far away. and i bet i'll miss home if i stay in hostel. and hostel is so ex. able but stretched to afford.

i miss that feeling that we had.

i feel hurt. so that's how he always feel.

life isn't great. but it's not bad either.

had great times with friends these weeks.

really.

fml.