it's back again. the feeling that i felt sometimes...the negligence..
i hate it when they keeping saying things...

girlfriends?

疏远了。

oh man. homework is piling up man and the influx of new lecture notes and practices are practically adding on our work load. SYF is here in 8 days time. i really hope we could at least get a Gold. i can't imagine a silver. and here comes Chem lecture test on thursday. There's band everyday except sunday. i'm super disappointed in myself as i threw ORGANIC CHEM back to teacher. as i flipped open stretch and excel yesterday, attempting to do the RJC prelims. wah liaos. i forget all my reactions and reagents. what's more. i cant solve Mole concept MCQ. the basic man! I CAN'T WAIT TO GET OVER SYF. it's next wednesday. and Skill A is going to be postponed to friday due to SYF. and whats with next friday? MATH LECTURE TEST on probability which includes (.... ) .. u know. yes. and talking about thurday's chem test. OMG. i'm so screwed. here i am. haven finish S and E as well as Moles MCQ. ++++ there's band tmr. omg... i think i better sleep and wake up later to study. should i? xiong told be 4am is human's best time to absorb shits into our brain although we may feel tired. i think i'm not going to tomorrow's performance le.

OMG. CHEM AND MATH E-LEARNING. i hope for the better with the new time table that will be giving out next week?

Swine flu is on the go. beware of pigs.

something is wrong with me! heh. i don't use to get jealous so easily... somehow...

yesterday was officially named as the BAND DAY. had practice for 4 hrs at republic poly which sounded like SHIT. the echo is (Y) until $%%$&%^*. yup. after that, back to MJC. had 30 mins of lunch time and YES. practice continues. omg. very sadded... more and more people calling me auntie cuz i asked for discounts and use ShengSiong and NTUC plastic bags to put my PE attire. tsk. ): ... nvm. i shall be optimistic. Auntie character is a Virtue in SINGAPORE.

GP lessons are getting more and more dry. it's always doing papers and going through papers. trying out new essays and going through points. hmm. i would prefer more activities i should say. in which i dont know what activities :P

missed bio and math lecture yesterday. was quite lost at bio lecture today. but i manage to read finish what the lecturer taught yesterday in 5 mins during lecture to catch up with the pace. Chem lecture? SECONDARY SCHOOL electro chem flashed pass my mind. :D the Q=IT is so physics can? >.
mummy was angry that i didn't check my phone yesterday and she cooked my dinner but i ate outside. so today. i ate what she cooked for me. LIKE NOW? dinner time... alone at home (loner as always).. it's nice!! (Y)

EngSwee asked me to watch at at 8pm. i shall watch after i post finish.. it's like 8.06pm now.

- u just dao-ed me and refrain conversations with me. i don't want to lose a friend because of this.
- and u... never tell me how u feel. but always see u with a smile. tell me. i will tell u what i feel. i think that u will feel happier after i tell u the ans to ur qns.
- i really miss going out with u guys. it has been so long. i feel that we are... like... weakening our bond strength already. ):

signs out~

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HELLO! i must say the best happening today!
during Bio Lecture...
PA system(Miss Lai) : toot~~~~ This annoucement is for the JC2s... i must say you all did well for Project work. in fact, extremely well... last year, 73.3% of ur seniors got Distinction ( A )... this year... 95% of u got Distinction!!!

LT5 ( H2 Bio Students ) : WOOOOOOHOO!!! SCREAMS!!! SHOUT!!!

*silence* shit... will i be in the 5%?.. Cross fingerrrsss...

So. we went for PE. after that... recess!... bought my porridge, walk pass Andy Chua.

Andy: A or B?
P: huh? out liao meh?
Andy: ya.. out le..
P: *poof to notice board*

i saw Alicia, ZhiSing looking for results... i spot spot.. WOAH! WHOLE CLASS GOT A!!!
YES AH! i ran back to canteen.. see classmates and shout... WHOLE CLASS GOT A!!! then we shouted like bimbos in the canteen. YES. ha. good job 08S302!

happyyy... then, WenQing lost her iPod and hp. oh man! started walking to general office... she filled in the form... wanted to go other place to find after that.. end up... I LOST MY SKIRT. and i cross my fingers and ran here and there in the canteen to find. WAH. suay leh. thanks JiaYi and Eileen who pei-ed me. Geez. to i was the only one smelly and in PE attire in the LT and tutorials. during bio tut, MJC called me.. so i called back. and they say they found my SKIRT! with ezlink inside.. YAYNESS! talking about ezlink. -.-!! they might as well let us use back the old one.. the new one's photo was soooooo. @#%%^%$ ... it's the same picture! and we need to exchange the old one for the new one.. sad leh. i have feelings for my old ezlink. it has been with me for 5 .34 years. estimated value. yup!

Went to Tampines One after school with KC, YK and WQ. (Y).... i like it. the way they locate the type of shops is good. Tampines is now the 2nd orchard. hahaha.

Asked C6 out for dinner. but only 2Cs could make it ):

Never mind! 9pm i shall watch tv. and 10 pm i shall do work. and sleep soon to prepare for tmr's work out! :D

is it really my new phone? o.o

i am getting more and more stupid each day. ):

hur hur! really. i can sense the trend... i can sense the attack of stupidity.

i can't see my old self.

this is so demoralizing.

study hard brainless.
study study.

i don't give a damn for the time trial test tmr. i'm so packed now. and here comes an organic time trial test. n1.

oh man... so much work to do... Skill A is a bore. why do we need to write 1 page long intro when the normal Experiments worksheets they give us do not even have detailed intro. ROAR. i'm tired again. must be band. partional's was better than yesterday.

WTF. gain weight le. nut kin farts! so much hmwk. so much hmwk... SO MUCH HMWK. and i heard there's a chem test time trial on friday on MBT's topic. nut kin farts.

let's proceed to Skill A. can't accept the fact that i gained weight. * STARES *.... jk la! i where got so emo. :D ok. back to skill A...

ANYWAYS...
which phone do you prefer? Nokia E75, LG KS360 or LG cookie?

SO MUCH HOMEWORK ):